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Tuesday, November 30, 2004
wow. i cant believe winter break is right around the corner. way too long of a break for me. but oh well. school is goign ok. my new math teacher is hella dumb. ask anubody in my class, and they will all tell you that she has no clue what the heck shes talking about. wierdo. i cant wait till winter ball! its gonna be loads of fun. were all plannin to get a limo, but we gotta see if its all gonna work out. and bits and pieces is also cummin up. no good gracie is trying theyre best to prepare for it. will post later. peace.
Jess at 4:59 PM | Comment ♪♪♪♪♪ Sunday, November 28, 2004
yay! back to school tomorrow! i havent seen like ANYBODY in hella long. if you really think about it, 5 days is quite a long time. but im not looking forward to doing homework. oh well. i get to meet my new math teacher. and im hoping shes nice and knows what shes doing cause i dont wanna fail this class. but ya. im hella tired. i went to Monterey today and it was hella fun. im really tired and i dont feel like writing that much. so Ill talk to you people tomorrow. much luv. peace.
Jess at 7:42 PM | Comment ♪♪♪♪♪ Sunday, November 21, 2004
hey hey. well yesterday we had a competition in fairfield at TOC. colorguard did hella good, and we were hoping for sweepstakes, but we ended up with first. and that aint to shabby. im hella tired, but i woke up at 5 this morning. havent been sleeping good the last week. waking up every hour. in the middle of the night and not being able to go back to sleep. it really sucks. t does, and then when i get to school, i feel like shit. but whatever. my elbow is feeling a lot better, and we got te x-rays back friday afernoon, and they said that my nerve was hit, and that it was good that i rested my arm for a couple of days, or i could hae inured it more. so thats good. im happy that i didnt crack my bone. ummmmm. nothing else really to say. Ill talk to you all tomorrow at school. peace.
Jess at 6:21 AM | Comment ♪♪♪♪♪ Wednesday, November 17, 2004
hey my people. how ya been? ummm.... today went well. ive had lots of tests and quizzes at school, and its driving me crazy. but we all gotta take em. so there. colorguard is doing good. weve had like competitions cummin outta our freakin ears man. every single saturday. but you gotta admit that they are hella fun. and we got our last one for this season this saturday. and at practice today, i got a letter slammed into my elbow, right into my nerve, and i dropped my letter, caught it with my left hand, and just looked at my right arm which was completely limp. i couldnt feel it for about 25 minutes, and it still hurts. i have to go to the hospital and get x-rays done, cause my mom said that it shouldnt hurt me the way its hurting me know, and that it should already feel better, but it doesnt. and they think that i might have chipped a bone in my elbow. joy. back to the hospital again. well thats it for now. i gotta go and eat dinner. chow people.
Jess at 6:06 PM | Comment ♪♪♪♪♪ Monday, November 08, 2004
wow. geeze. what a day. i havent been this sad all year long. i just wanted to cry, but i didnt. i know that so many people dislike me, but there are those who dont. and i know that theyre there for me. and im over all this shit. and for people to say that there is no drama in our group? that made me laugh, cause if you really think about it, we have gone through so much of it through out these last few years. and people say i left for Mac? well actually, i figured that ide just leave the group cause everyone seemed better off without me, so i figured i was saving all you people trouble. but no. even when im gone there has to be conflict. if im there, or if im gone. i still get blamed. so why not just forget it? and this whole group thing. ya know, we actually do have other friends, and i dont even know why people are like, your in, or your out. lke, what the hell is that? who said we all couldnt just be friends with who ever we wanted to. i mean thats like 4th grade shit. its almost like saying, whats the password? im so done with all the yellimng and fighting. its so annoying. so, instead of everbody trying to yell at me to get out, or try and act like they want me there, why dont i just leave? it makes so much more sense. and people telling me, your changing. ummm. last time i checked, the only thing i ever did with any guy was a hug, kiss, and holding hands. now. um. others, ya. so i dont really do anything different, and HAVENT done anything different. just cause im closer with Mac then any other guy ive dated this year, doesnt mean im changing. people can state there opinions, and if they think its gonna cause drama, keepit to yourself next time. and just shut the hell up.
Jess at 5:42 PM | Comment ♪♪♪♪♪ Saturday, November 06, 2004
ya. well this weekend is pretty boring. well lets just say, that when you have friends that hate, and yes i mean hate you, for no aparent reason, and talk crap about you to your other friends, it really hurts, badly. and tears come to my eyes. im not joking. i didnt do anything to them, and they just go and hate me for unexplained reasons. and then they go and talk to my other friends about me, and at least those friends have the heart to come and tell me whats going on. and it makes me very sad to know that some of my friends are doing this to me. but i had a talk with an adult today, and it made me feel a lot better. sometimes you just need to forget about what others say, and not waste your life on stupid shit that brings you down. and thats exactly what im going to do. not listen to anything they have to say, because im not gonna be brougt down like they want me to. im not that easy. so ya. other then that. everything is good. peace my friends.
Jess at 8:47 PM | Comment ♪♪♪♪♪ Wednesday, November 03, 2004
hey people. well, today was ok. the only reason i went back to school was to see Mac, and everybody else. so ya. but i really wanted to see Mac today. and then when i get to school. he tells me some sad news, but i just hope that we can work through it, and ya. i know everything is gonna be alright. but ya. other than that, colorguard was a little rough today. it was super duper cold, and at the beginning, our work wasnt all that clean and we kept gettin yelled at. soooooo. we decided to fix as much of it as we could. haha. and some good news is tha i found out that we didnt have to go to Berkley if we didnt want to , and i was like, YES!!! thats awesome. hopefully i can make plans for somethin else. well i gotta go and do hw and play guitar. Ill talk to you people later. peace!
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